I would lovee love love it if you guys would check out my photography page. I’m just starting out but I’d love the feedback, I’m working on this new venture a lot now and if you guys could help spread the word, on facebook and such, to friends and families, I would really appreciate it! :) 

https://www.facebook.com/TaylorLucillePhotography 

Somehow hurting your hip and not being able to walk correctly or sit down the right way because you’re in so much pain

Trying to write your mom an email but you can’t find the words. Knowing that whatever you say will never be worth it to her, telling her how you feel won’t make a difference, knowing that whatever you say will never be good enough, knowing that she has not really supported you in the things you do or have done. Feeling like you will never make her happy. What do you say? What do you type? 

Dear future children, 

I want you to know that as your mother I will love you unconditionally, I will love you through the messy parts of life, I will love you when you tell me your dreams and your future aspirations, I will love you always. I also want you to know that even in this society filled with narrow minded people, I will love you as you are, in any form and in any way. I will love you no matter what you chose in life to be, I don’t care if you want to be purple, green, yellow, I don’t care if you are gay, straight, bi, I don’t care if you want to be a tractor driver, snow plower, or doctor. I will love you for all that you are, in anyway that you are and I will be your biggest supporter, your rock when life throws you curve balls. I will be your foundation when it’s time to grow. I will always be there. 

I will always love and support you. 

Planning a wedding sometimes gets me down, because I want to have a really nice wedding, one with all the odds and ends, I want an engagement party and a Bachelorette party and a bridal shower, but I feel like I’m not going to ever get any of them because for one, no one would plan any for me, I’d have to do everything by myself. I sometimes feel like this wedding is just going to be a disaster because my mom isn’t even wanting to be apart of it and no one understands what I want in a wedding or where I want it. I don’t even want to plan a wedding unless my mom is there to help me, I don’t want to try on dresses or anything……

UGH. 

It’s been awhile since I have really posted an actual thoughtful written out post, but for good reason, I promise. I moved from California to Texas and now I’m in Florida and tomorrow I find out from my man where we will be moving to (thank you Airforce) in the next few months. It’s been a really hectic few months but so worth it. I’ll update you guys more later, right now I’m headed to bed so I can maybe get a good nights sleep! Hope everyone is well and I hope things are going as they should. Love ya! 

I want to have backyard barbecues, Pie Nights, Halloween Parties, Christmas Parties, Birthday Parties, dinner nights, game nights. I want to have fun with my husband when we finally get to have a place to call our own, so that we can have our friends over and enjoy the company. This life is going to be fun with my man by my side.